And then there was… snow.
It happens every year. Lots of it, sooner or later. More or less, starting sometime early in fall.
This year just a little earlier than some. It’s been one of those kinda years. If you think you can predict it, you’re wrong. If you’re counting on it, don’t.
In this case, what I did expect, I got. Here, snow scares people away. Those that try to remain a little longer hole up indoors. Or maybe they were there all the time. They’ll all be gone soon enough. We’re still the only nuts to remain. Slightly cracked as we three may be.
Meanwhile, the mountain makes her silent transition. This is the part I love. The slow silken slide into Winter. The voyeur without a voice, only the written word within me, hiding behind a tree or out there on a browning withering slope, exposed, watching as she returns to her soft, serene existence. Sharing her secrets, this intimate time, with those who care and dare to step away from the safety of a dirt road, rattle of trucks and warmth of cabins. Far away.
Coming to life in the snow and ice. Fifteen degrees in the morning (that’s minus nine and half Celsius) and she only begins her long season of deep, dark blue days of frosty breath and sparkling white nights.
Cold and snow bring the wilds back to life. Wild life.
On the surface, the dormant season begins.
For us, it just begins to stir.
We head high.
Now is our time to play.
We ride up and across the Divide.
The snow teases, leaves us wanting for more. I see the boys on their horses and know their hearts and souls are gone, lost in deep powder and blinding sun and wind, fast and wild on the back of a snowmobile, where the white world is theirs and they are a part of it.
Nine hours in the saddle. Wildlife sightings include eagles, hawks and coyote sitting to watch us on the ridge of the Divide, one moose, more deer and elk than I have ever counted in one day, and only one other human being, a solitary bow hunter probably a little surprised to see us riding down through the snow where no tracks lead up and in.
I’m not political, prefer keeping my opinions to myself, wish y’all might do the same, and in general, like politicians about as much as big business.
But today, I let lose a roar. Why not? After all. I am woman…
Our government is again on the brink of a shutdown. Many of us have already shut down. We have lost hope in a government and people who support and vote in those who think it’s funny to read children’s stories instead of taking charge and initiating change from a place of business and a house of our government.
I am not impressed. In fact, I think it’s disgraceful.
Good riddance to this government? If so, then all of you. Does this mean the politicians won’t be paid and their benefits will be frozen? Or as usual, is it just those of us who vote, not those for whom we vote, who are affected?
I’m sorry for what it will do on the global level and all the jobs that will be lost because of this foolish choice. As for me on this mountain, all we’ll see are things like this: No more decorative fences built for the fun of it, or new hitching rails installed beside old ones left in disrepair. Shucks.
Selfishly, I can hide out up here and ride out the wave and wait for someone who really cares enough to act to wake up. I’m an optimist. I still think there might be someone in Washington who will.
Otherwise, I see a nation quick to point fingers and slow to take responsibility. It’s not just our leaders. It’s all of us. Wake up and look around.
What is the excuse the politicians (and perhaps, us?) play with this time? Fear of change?
Change, damn it.
Some change is better than no change, unless you’re too afraid to let go of the past, and are too dumb to see that past is already gone.
How silly I feel to allow myself to be down when I see how easy happiness is.
Just do it. Be it. Now.
When I was nineteen, the rat race I was born and raised to run in New York City proved to be not that which I wanted for the rest of my life. I found – or rather, made – a way out, and left.
In time, I built a life that I didn’t know then could exist and that if I wasn’t the one living now, I’d be wishing I was.
It starts with a dream. And then you have to have guts.
Or not, and be happy where you are and with what you came from, because I look around and know many who actually are.
I wasn’t one of them. So for those of you who are more like me and who had to write our own rules, I recommend this little bit of a reminder. Inspirational reading. I read it this morning on line and printed it out and pinned it on the fridge so I read it every morning.
It starts with gratitude.
Look around. See how much you have to be grateful for.
Maybe I have it easy. It’s beautiful here. Last year I invested in a good camera. Now it’s even easier. Through the lens, any lens, we can learn to see, to look, and even, to feel.
Harder still is looking within. And finding the beauty in there, too.
I leave you today on a happy note.
For all those who have helped to make this dream come true… thank you! Indi and Carlos are home in Hawaii!!!!
Farewell my friends! What a wonderful new life is beginning!